Sunday, March 3, 2013

Believe for More Courage

Today I ask for more courage for Day 5/10 of my IV Ketamine Therapy.

I ask because sometimes its easy to focus on the present suffering. Its easier to believe the experience in my mind is always true. Oh how many times did that thinking fail.

I will TAKE the courage already gifted to me. I choose to believe everything I need is already there...waiting, a part of me, a gift from God.

Wherever my eyes go, my mind follows. Today, I will look up and have a sky experience.  My pain will not rule this day.

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you NOT to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It is not just in some of us, it is in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."
By Marianne Williamson